when the rain sings

The real beginning

2009-10-02T22:06:00.004+08:00

Time flies. Moved on to another big phase in life. Doesn't seem very appealing as what we used to think when we were still young. Thoughts of "can't wait to grow up" and "can't wait to finish my studies" has proven to be foolish thoughts. "A's" is no longer important, instead "money" is.

Life has not change much since this transition. Only difference is that we have to bear much more responsibilities, financial ones especially. No more sleeping in when you can't get up in the morning, no more shopping and karaoke in the afternoons, no more late night net surfing or mamak sessions. After a whole day at work, the only thing you will think of to do when you get back home is get some REST.

So far I've been adapting to this kind of life quite well, although I have lose out quite a number of things, quality time with friends, and MYSELF. Anyhow I'm very thankful that I landed myself a job right after I graduate, not a very high pay job but met the 'standards' for a degree graduate, wonderful bosses, great colleagues, having the freedom and doing what I like.

While others are still enjoying their post-graduation holidays and 'window shopping' for the best job they could ever find, I put myself straight away into the never ending working life without much hesitation. Hope I have made the right decision. For now, I still believe I'm making the right decision. *fingers crossed*

Big sigh

2008-12-30T18:08:00.003+08:00

I don't want to graduate yet!
Especially at this kind of time.
People already losing their jobs due to retrenchment, who's going to hire more?
I want time to STOP...
It's going to be 2009 very very soon.
*sigh*

time to make my new year resolutions. which I hardly ever remember after a week.
*double sigh*

Clever Joke

2008-10-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?"
"Of course my child. What may I do for you?"
"Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?"
The priest answered: "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie."
"With your honest face, Father, no one will question you"

When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?"
"From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare."

The official thought this answer strange, so asked,
"And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?"
"I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused."
Roaring with laughter, the official said, "Go ahead, Father. Next!"

Picture of the day~

2008-10-10T00:39:00.004+08:00

A library in a public university I went today. Men and women cannot sit together you know, very 'dangerous'. So 'brothers' have to go to the right, and 'sisters', to the left. Have to sit far far away from each other, so no chance of khalwat. Play safe.

The university also has TWO stadiums, one for 'brothers', and one for 'sisters'. Cool right...

I want a toy poodle!

2008-09-24T00:32:00.002+08:00

Aren't they adorable???
I want one!
But it's just a wish. A dream.
Coz it's too expensive!
Sigh

Cheras-Kajang Highway freak accident

2008-08-02T15:59:00.005+08:00

I don't know why, but every year during the 7th Lunar Month, I notice many people pass away naturally or unnaturally. The elder people will say that it is because of the Hungry Ghost Festival, where the hell gates are opened for the spirits to roam the earth, and they will ground us after 7pm, fearing that the hungry ghosts will harm us or whatsoever.

Yesterday, on the very first day of the 7th Lunar Month, a freak accident took away 2 lives and left 7 others injured, with 5 in critical condition. You might be thinking that I'm being superstitious for making a connection with the freak accident with the 7th lunar month, but would you not believe it in this case? To me it's like too true to be a coincidence, especially when you drive to and fro from school using the very same road almost everyday.

Read the news here.

The accident caused a massive jam which lasted around 5 hours

A 10-tonne lorry carrying big rocks came down from the slope on
the upper left of the picture. I think the brakes failed and
look what happened in the coming pictures.

Luckily there was a 8-feet high stone wall, if it were to be a flat piece of land, imagine
how bad it would be if the lorry didn't stop and go on crashing into the Giant Hypermarket

I don't think there's anyway the lorry driver could have
survived the crash in such a condition

The Iswara is beyond recognition

The usual crowd at accident sites

The Kancil and Kelisa. The driver of the Kancil survived unharmed.

The lorry's first victims. The motorcycle and the Ssang Yong.

Pile of scrap metal, and rocks. Look at the sandwiched van.
Miraculously, the driver survived the crash.

Imagine that if it were you, at 9:30 in the morning, you were happily driving to work/school, happily thinking that today is a Friday and thinking of plans with your friends and loved ones for the weekend, and suddenly a 10-tonne lorry out of nowhere came crashing into you, just like a big bowling ball, sweeping you and the other cars right to the stone wall? You don't even have time to say goodbye to your loved ones, nor tell them how much you love them, or tell them how sorry you are for all the mistakes you have made.

Life is precious, but very short. There's a chinese saying that, 棺材是裝死人，不是裝老人 (Coffins are for dead people, not old people). We'll never know when we might leave this world, maybe tomorrow, maybe the very next second. Just like Kpl Mohd Nuh Ali, who in his many years put his life at risk diffusing bombs, would not even imagned that he would die in such a way.

Condolenses to the families of Kpl Mohd Nuh Ali and Mr. Kang Ban Hin, may both of them rest in peace. As for the 7 other survivors, may you get well soon.

Life is not just about eating, drinking, sleeping, and enjoying. Live our lives to the fullest, be grateful for what we have now and cherish the people around us before everything is too late.

Dad, Mom, Michelle, Missy, Bing, my family members, my friends, and my loved one,
I LOVE YOU ALL.

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2008-07-31T00:58:00.005+08:00

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Clouds~

2008-07-22T01:31:00.012+08:00

Clouds can be so therapheutic when looked at... Imagine lying down on the green grass, looking up the bright blue sky full of white, fluffy clouds~~

I have a sudden passion for clouds recently... Couldn't stop myself from paying attention to the formation of clouds everytime I'm out in the sun... especially when driving alone... what a blissful solitude~

Monster with really BIG eyes~

Looks like a crescent moon to me.

Anyone can see the Borneo island?

Cotton balls in the sky~

The sky is splitting into half!

Sunny day, fluffy clouds.

My all time favourite, up to now, though it's quite dark.

I think one day I might get myself into a car accident for inattentive driving~

Bon appétit, anyone?

2008-07-01T00:02:00.005+08:00

Guess what I saw on a van selling 'tong sui' just outside my college today...

SEMEN GINKGO!??

First word that came out from my mouth - EEEW!
What was that!?
Isn't semen a thick, whitish fluid that is produced during ejaculation by male mammals and carries sperm cells? (definition sourced from Dictionary.com)
I thought it was a misspelled word, or just a very BIG joke.

But still my gang and I still bought "tong sui" from that uncle, who must be puzzled why I had such a big reaction towards his "menu".

However the 'Semen Gingko' tastes alright.
No "weird" taste like what the name states. *gulp*

I went back and Googled for 'Semen Ginkgo', and found out that it is a correct term, although the common term is Ginkgo Biloba, Semen Ginkgo is it's pharmaceutic name.
Another meaning of 'semen', besides what we learned in science class, is the seed of plants.

Haih, selling 'tong sui' only mah, need to use so "high tech" word meh.
Misleading and freaking people out only. *shakes head*

Post #110

2008-06-25T00:54:00.024+08:00

It has been a super long time since I last updated my blog.
Lazy to write, so I'll photo blog instead, with random pics from my phone.

The craze of this little alien pup CJ7 is over now.
It's already dead n has turned blue.

My boyfriend pierced his ear out of curiosity, and for fun.
Myth: Men who pierce their ears are gays, gangsters, or 'lala'.
Fact: You tell me.

This year we celebrated mothers' day at a charity dinner with other mothers as well.
The flowers not just only burned a hole in our pockets, it almost burned our whole pants ><'''

Kakak has one too!

I found out that children's pose are almost the same.
The influence of cartoons?
Anyway they are so adorable!

Now this kitty's pose is really 'lan si'.

This is an average portion of Heppy's Maggi mee meal - 2 packets.
His highest record: 5 packets in one go.
His brother: SIX!
See already full lo.

My 1st ice-cream birthday cake.
With frozen fruits on top XD

The formation of clouds are wonderful!
I'm starting to collect more of them.

The result of an impulsive decision.
My sister turned aunty!

This is what we do on Saturday and Sunday nights.

Meet my new bedtime companion!
His name is Wormy!
I know it sounds horrible.

A "great" start for a Monday morning.
Everyone squeezing into a so-called express lane to avoid the jam ahead.
But we are already in the jam!
Created by no one else but ourselves!
I still don't understand.

Assignment deadlines are near!
Everyone going crazy!
Yay! See you in Hospital Bahagia!

- The End-

China Engrish

2008-04-26T16:38:00.011+08:00

How 'kind' of them!

New type of crime: 'stealing' humans.

'Press' the glass in order NOT to get hurt?

How to clean the table when you're dead?

Asian 'rear'. Round and juicy. *howl* XD

There's Viagra to keep you UP, and now there's this new product to keep you DOWN, in grape flavor? lol.

Yeah, listen to their 'warning' if you don't want to turn into a eunuch. They rear piranhas. *chomp chomp*

Wishlist

2008-04-22T17:07:00.006+08:00

Remember the movie, Meet the Parents? Still remember how Jack Byrnes (Robert De Niro) give Gaylord Focker (Ben Stiller) that "I'm watching you" sign?

Since my dad say he's "watching over me" by reading my blog, I'm going to start to make a wish list ~~for him to see~~! ^^
First thing on my list, a new mobile phone! I've been using my antique Nokia 3120 since April 2005, which is exactly 3 years already! I need a new one! The antique has to go to the museum before it causes me more problems!

Sony Ericsson K530i

I want it in red!

I need sponsors, anyone?

Coming up next: Pangkor Trip

Holiday Dilemma

2008-04-12T16:43:00.004+08:00

After 4 months of mental torture, the semester has finally come to an end. Can you imagine how desperate you are for the holidays, and when you finally have it, you don't know what to do with them and start to miss school? I'm one of them.
It's been a very long time since I had a 3 weeks long holiday, and I don't know how to spend my holidays. OMG. I seriously need a plan. What do you think is the best plan for a meaningful holiday? Go for vacation? Already planned. Do some cleaning up? Not in the mood. Read a book? The last time I finished a book is years ago, I still have many leftovers. I seriously don't know what to do at this moment. I... I... I think I'm starting to miss school T_T

There's nothing else to crap now, so I'll just post a comic to wrap things up. Although there's no connection to this post.

Happy holidays to me and my friends!

I'm a Cookie Monster!

2008-04-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

You Are Cookie Monster

Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!"

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

I miss sesame street so much! Used to watch it every morning when I'm young! OMG I'm going to Youtube to watch some now!

A rabbit wishing to have fangs

2008-03-21T00:34:00.007+08:00

Ask every college or university student, and they will know how it feels like when the semester is ending:
Assignment deadlines nearing,
final exams almost right after assignment deadlines,
so much work yet so little time,
blood pressure and stress level rising,
immune system weakening,
the people around starts to become easily irritated or irritating, just like yourself.
Or maybe it's just me.

Well lets see, 2 more weeks before the semester ends, and I still have 1 documentary, 1 writing assignment, 1 viva, 1 presentation, 1 mock interview and 1 proposal, and the deadlines for 5 out of these 6 is next week! I'm so ~~not~~ going to get through this!

Some people say I'm too kind, I say I'm too timid to be bitchy.
Ignore the paragraph below, I don't want you to get an eye sore.

You booked something, lets say a reference book from a friend in advance, but when the day is near, another friend said he wants to borrow that same book from the friend on the same day. Fine, since I can try to find another book from someone else, let it be, you might need it more than I do. So I searched high and low for another book, and couldn't get an extra one. Then you come back and try to take away my stationaries too? bla... bla... bla.... Oh, so you took the video camera i booked first, and now you want to borrow my tripod as well?!! Well, I'm not happy and not comfortable about it, but never mind, you can take it. sigh.

Too kind to people? Easily taken advantage of? Not bitchy enough?
I'm actually very mean. Inside.

Helpless. Hopeless.

Whatever.... F*ck!

2008-03-15T02:18:00.003+08:00

Whatever

Notice how she rolls her eyes? 17" is the best part!

Frog? F*ck!

Veli funny ah~ addicted already.... Children are just so adorable and innocent....

On election day

2008-03-09T17:55:00.006+08:00

My 80+ year old grandmother missed this year's general election because there's too much inconvenience for her to fulfill her duties.

The next day when the results were all over the news...

AhMa: I didn't vote la, can or not one? (looking worried)
Dad: Can la... Malaysian government won't send u back to China for not voting...

You see, there's a reason behind why she's so afraid of not voting.

About two decades ago, the Chinese old folks were "threatened" that if you don't vote for the government, you'll be sent back to China. And their tactics for the other uneducated people will be, "Let me teach you how to fill up the ballot paper... Nah, you don't want to choose 'Chin Kia' (the scale) right, put a BIG CROSS beside their logo, don't let them win!"

Smart... but so unethical... thanks to the internet and bloggers, Malaysians are now more aware of you know what...

Nothing is impossible... 5 states, 2/3 majority... what's next?

Picture source: http://votemalaysia.com/

Jokes to share

2008-02-27T21:01:00.003+08:00

From a forwarded email landed in my mailbox...

Excellent poems by not so famous poets... found on toilet doors and walls..........

A budding poet trying his best...

Here I lie in stinky vapour,
Because some bastard stole the toilet paper,
Shall I lie, or shall I linger,
Or shall I be forced to use my finger.

Before he graduated to be a poet, he wrote this...

Here I sit
Broken hearted
Tried to shit
But only farted

Someone who had a different experience wrote,

You're lucky
You had your chance
I tried to fart,
And shit my pants!

Perhaps it's true that people find inspiration in toilets.

I came here
To shit and stink,
But all I do
Is sit and think.

There are also people who come in for a different purpose...

Some come here to sit and think,
Some come here to shit and stink,
But I come
here to scratch my balls ,
And read the bullshit on the walls...

Toilets walls also double as job advertisement space.......

(written high upon the wall)
If you can piss above this line, the Singapore Fire Department wants you.

Ministry of Environment advertisement.

We aim to please!
You aim too! Please

On the inside of a toilet door:

Patrons are requested to remain seated throughout the entire performance.

And finally, this should teach some a lesson... Sign seen at a restaurant:

The hands that clean these toilets also make your food...please aim properly.

Let the picture do the talking (Part 1)

2008-02-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

What people do when they have nothing better to do during Chinese New Year reunions...

Still look the same... only that our hands and legs grew longer... and certain "parts" too.... i mean our hair.

Another bird talk~

2008-01-08T02:27:00.000+08:00

It's been way tooo long since I've last blogged... Reasons? No mood? Nothing to blog? No time? Too occupied? These are my reasons, AND excuse... XD

I didn't realize my last post was my 100th post in blogger until now =='' Well I can still cheer for the 101th post! Wooohooo!!!!!!

Right, end of these nonsense... Many things happened while I 'left' the blogsphere, goods and bads, ups and downs, what to do... this is LIFE!

Well, the reason why I suddenly have this super-strong urge to leave something here is because of this funny, silly respond on MSN from my bf...

says (2:24 AM):
cant think anythn now...
sleepy ady T.T
from "men's health"
sleep late will increase the probability for a guy having erectile problem T.T
i scare

Haha... I'm so gonna get killed for this...

Myth or Fact?

2007-11-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

what say you?

Another day of work~

2007-11-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

Do you know what "da zahp" means in cantonese?
I really don't know how to translate it, but in a nicer term, it means 'multi-purpose worker', and that's the job I'm doing now... cool huh?
Yesterday was such a peaceful day, no gardening (^^v), all we did was brainstorming and planning for an upcoming event - sort of a learning camp at a secondary school. Besides that I learned a lot from a senior staff, and we went tapau'ing together... by foot... with heels! ><''' She's smart, wearing comfy sandals, and yes, I'm stupid...
So the stupid one learned her lesson, and wore SHOES on casual Saturday! I went alone today, walked out from the housing area to the shops nearby (not very near), and tapau KFC for 9 people: Family Feast - Combo B... imagine how many things I have to carry T_T It's so heavy I almost can't feel my fingers when I finally got back.. And worst, I lost my way for a few mintues =.= Laugh as hard as you want... I don't mind... I'm proud to be directionless :( You must be thinking why not drive out... coz the roads there are complicated and congested, and my car is blocked...
I got to know a bunch of funny elderly students... yeah, they are old enough to be my parents, but they are way too funny... just like small kids making fun of each other... they are students doing a certificate in Counseling, and most of them are rich people who has lots of time to spare... they are still having class now, once they are done, we all get to go home!!!
That's about it... 15 minutes more to finish work! Yeah!!!
Stephie, next week is your turn... Wahahahahaaaa... Oh no... Monday have to sweep the floor... zzzzzzz

Child Abuse!

2007-11-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

Last week... I left SpongeBob with my bf for "free laundry service".

Scenario: Me on duty in school, and him at home doing laundry...

MSN window pops up

Hep: You know what... You wouldn't be happy about how I treat Mr. SpongeBob.

Me: Why!? What did you do to him!?

Hep:*scribbling*

Me: OOOMG!!!

And when I went to collect Mr. SpongeBob after that...

The real crime scene... look closely to spot the victim....

Poor little spongie....

1st Day of WORK!

2007-11-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

It's soooo exciting! You know why? Because it's such a "special" day...
My day started off with the typical bumper-to-bumper jam all the way from Cheras to MidValley (it really sux), and it seems like everybody is parking their car in the middle of the road! Not that bad la, just exaggerating a bit, but hey, it's really torturing... coz... pity me, I'm driving MANUAL man! *sobs*

Brief introduction on my job: It's 10 to 6, Mondays to Fridays, and alternate full-Saturdays, in Petaling Jaya, nearby Hilton Hotel. By the way, I'm not that old yet to graduate, this is just my first internship, and the allowance is terrible... The average allowance my other course mates get is around RM300-500, and so far I heard the highest record is RM1200! My bf was even promised a basic salary of RM800, exclusive of commission T_T
I have to work 5.3 months to get his basic salary! (Do the math yourself)... But I should really be grateful for getting this place, coz it's close to perfection.. and some of my friends don't even get paid...

End of whining (Part 1).. Lets go to whining Part 2~ XD

Despite the jam I still managed to reach half an hour earlier (coz i left home at 8:45am, to be safe okay...) And then, like the usual first day of work, show you around, tell you your responsibilities, etc. Then it came to assigning of jobs... No point explaining it here coz you'll start to yawn~ In short, it's exciting! But tiring.. of course...

12:30pm, my boss shooed everyone to the kitchen, and treated us Dominoes... Nice right? But have you heard of the idiom, "There's no such thing as a free lunch"? 3:30pm, guess what, GARDENING and WASHING! Yippee!
Yes, there's nothing wrong with your eyes, WE DID GARDENING and WASHING... of what? Of the walls outside! And it's a bungalow, with dirty walls.. pity us (luckily there are 5 of us to share the load)... and until 6pm, all we did was... *scrub scrub*... *splish splash*... *tug & pull*...

That's it! First day of work... interesting enough? I'm so worn out... Can't wait for tmr!!!!!! Yippee!!!

Bear in mind that some of the happy or excited exclamations might be reversed in meaning...

On the bright note, there will not be any gardening or washing tmr! *crossed fingers*

Help...

2007-10-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

Last week of studies already ah! Next week finals ah! Deadlines to meet ah!
This week is a very crucial week!!! It's DO IT or DIE week! T_T
Insufficient sleep makes me super impatient.... Grrrr....

Waaa-cha! Hiak!!!

2007-10-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

I'm an innocent-looking DEVIL!

Wuahahaha....

Don't mess with me or I'll BITE! Grrrr!!!

-end of crap... so lame...

Yay... I'm sick, AGAIN, at the same time - end of the semester, where a procrastinator like me have to stop procrastinating and meet assignment deadlines!!!! T_T

Good luck to me... may I rest in peace... at night... in bed... zzzZzzZzzzZZzzzzzz

Men! Listen up!!

2007-10-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

Nah... see... don't complain already ah!

Last movie I watched...

2007-09-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

SPIDER PIG

SPIDER PIG

Does whatever a SPIDER PIG does

Can he swing

From a web

No he cant

He’s a pig

LOOK OUT!!!

He is a SPIDER PIG!!

Lazy to update ah~ sorry guys.... kinda busy lately...

-end of crapping-

H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.S.!

2007-08-25T15:57:00.001+08:00

Holidays lo... Hiak hiak hiak~
One full week of holidays.... No plans... Nobody around... What to do?
Sleep. Eat. Movie marathons. Online. Sleep. Eat. Wait for school to start.

I want to go...

2007-08-18T01:45:00.000+08:00

I want to go to the BEACH!
I WANT! I WANT! I WANT!
It's been years since I last went to the beach T_T
I missed many opportunities~ too many to be counted...
I have no fate with beaches?
Not fair! I've been living for 20 years nearby the sea, and yet there's no beach! Only freaking smelly mud!
I live in a place called Klang, K.L.A.N.G. You know Klang River? It's one of the dirtiest river in Malaysia... Yes, all the water from that river flows into the sea, and Port Klang is the busiest port in Malaysia, imagine how "clean" the water can be?
I wanna go to the beach!!! Anywhere will do as long as there's clean, fine sand and clear water!

Don't pull me back! I wanna go! I wanna go!

I sounded like a small child.... But... I.... I just wanna go... and I'm broke...
Anybody willing to sponsor me? XD

Stamp? What's a stamp?

2007-08-10T12:29:00.000+08:00

Just now my uncle Sean came knocking at my door, "Ei Mindy you got stamp or not?"
I was dumbstruck for a moment, thinking "Stamp? What is it already ah? Sounds familiar."
3 seconds later I managed to dig through my archives of vocabulary in my brain and found the rusted word 'stamp'...
"Uh, don't have wor..."
In my head I was saying, "How many people will still use stamps now wor..."

Suddenly remembered how I use to collect stamps when I was in early primary school... It was the 'in' thing back then, where we do not spend most of the time in front of the PC, i think Microsoft Windows was not born yet... We were still using MS Dos and playing games like Lemmings, using floppy disks, and watching cartoons from video tapes.

I guess children now don't know what are stamps and video tapes already, all they know is "You're a NOOB!" Maybe in a few years time when we visit the museum, we'll see stamps and video tapes in the displays...

So if you still have your collection of stamps with you, keep it well~ Who knows you'll make a fortune out of them?

The 6-buttons elevator

2007-08-04T14:48:00.000+08:00

Questions people will ask when they first "met" this special 6-buttons elevator:

How can I get to the 1st, 3rd, 5th, or 7th floor?
Take the next lift beside it lar~

Is the alarm button working?
Yes, but don't bother to use it, nobody will come to save you, because it's just music to their ears, it happens all the time...

What can I do if I'm stuck (again)?
Just pry open the door with your hands...
Seriously...

And what can I do if the door doesn't close when I get into the lift?
Just kick the door and wait.

What if it doesn't work anyway?
Get out and walk up the stairs, duh~

Anybody dare to use this "special" lift, dated back before WW2*?
The maximum load is 5 person, with no controls to open or close the door, and the whole lift trembles when it moves, making squeaky noises as if it's going to crash down any moment!

Dare to try? (strictly not for the faint of heart!)

*I don't know exactly how old the elevator is, but I guess it's older than me!

From someone stupid... ME

2007-08-04T14:28:00.000+08:00

My last post was 12 June 2007, more than 1.5 months of absence in the blogsphere.
Stupid me, after trying hard to increase my blog visits, I left without notice and it accumulated dust...
Ok ok... let me explain, I "left" because I'm busy (with coursework of course), and I'm occupied XD
It's just that I used to blog because I was lonely *sobs* and writing posts serves as a medium for me to express my thoughts and feelings... Although I'm lonely no more now *grins* I'll come back once in a while, so stay tune guys~

My bro's a worse procrastinator than me!

2007-06-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

My bro is supposed to interview people around his school for his Geography project, but he didn't do the interview part, he just created the outcome of the interview himself the day before he's supposed to pass his work up... See!

Curious, I browse though the names one by one~ Then I saw my sisters' name, and mine too ><'''

The first column is the spouse's name. And I saw Lee Sen Giap as my spouse. Who the heck is he? My bro said he's 李圣杰 (a Taiwanese singer)... *speechless*

Then I found more ridicule names in the list... I told my bro, u think your teacher's stupid? He said "Of course not lah! But she'll just flip through briefly, she wouldn't notice".... Like that oso can... Sun Yat Sen leh! o.0'''

I flipped to the last page, saw something, and laughed too hard until I feel like fainting due to lack of oxygen, and my tears almost flow out~

CHIN GUAI LAN! If you don't understand Hokkien, it's roughly translated as "Really weird dick" =.='''
Can't believe he will use this kind of word...
One lesson learned: My bro big boy already...

Back in action~

2007-06-09T17:14:00.000+08:00

That's for appetizer~

Well, as you all can see, I've been missing for a looooong time! So what had happened?
Actually I was put into probation for drink driving without a license, i was caught and had to do community service, and stayed in a cell for two weeks, it wasn't that bad actually, because I get to be away from home! ^^

Ok, well, i lied. 1st: I don't drink. 2nd: I would never want to stay away from home for such a long time~

Wohkay~ Honest mode activated! Updates on me... A lot of things happened while I was "away", people come, people go, I got into a new relationship recently (which people think I was too fast), and I have a roommate now, no more boring nights alone anymore ^^

Negative remarks, negative feedbacks, negative impressions... Life still has to go on, right!
Time will prove them all, because I believe~

-the end-

No Trespassing!

2007-05-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

This is a good one!
Scary... and smart indeed to make people laugh and walk away!
Many thanks to Heppy for the pic~

Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

2007-05-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

Somewhere in this universe, there's a red planet called Mars, and on it, lived millions of happy men.

On a far away planet from Mars, there's a green planet called Venus. On it, lived millions of happy women.

Men see men everyday, women see women everyday, and years later, the men got bored of each other, and started building telescopes to explore the universe.

They looked far far into space, and saw something interesting on a green planet not far away. They saw women!

Women became their subjects of interest from that day onwards, with more and more telescopes built, to the point that every man has one. Months later, the men wanted more, they started building spaceships, and in no time, they landed at Venus.

Opposite attracts, special chemicals formed, the men and women fell in love, and this kind of happiness is beyond what they have ever experienced in their own planet! The men wanted to stay back at Venus to be with their loved ones, and some Venusians left for Mars to be with their other half. But somehow, things didn't work out well, the Martians couldn't live in Venus because of the differences, same does the Venusians who find it suffocating and hard to cope in Mars.

They searched for ways to solve this problem, tried to compromise with each other, and in the end, they found the middle path -- a blue planet in between their planets, a planet called Earth, where both men and women can live harmoniously.

Sometimes we tend to think that we have come to the end of the road, but in fact it's not the end yet, it's just a junction with even more possibilities and opportunities lying ahead.

Don't bump into the wall or stop there looking when it's obstructing your way, turn away and walk around it~ Just don't stop walking and don't look back while walking, you'll trip~

-end of crappy post-

Gotta Get Goals~

2007-05-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

I owe this tag from Aaron since a looooooong time ago...
Before I forget, let me make this quick. But it's mostly unrealistic XD

Goal 1:
Graduate with at least a Masters, and then sit, look, talk, and let money rain on me~

Goal 2:
Marry a rich guy so that I don't have to cook and do house chores... Hahaha~

Goal 3:
Have four children... The more the merrier mah~

Goal 4:
Make myself believe that Goal 2 can be only a dream~

Goal 5:
Hope that I won't get anymore tags about my goals XD

Squeeze some milk~ 挤个奶

2007-05-11T02:15:00.000+08:00

This is damn hilarious!!!
Was watching it two days ago in the middle of the night, tears almost came out~

A thousand apologies to those who can't read Mandarin, and also to those who love this song/singer or whatever offense caused by this clip~

Can someone explain this?

2007-05-08T18:46:00.000+08:00

Has it ever occur to you that when you wake up in the morning, a song suddenly plays in your mind, then you reached over to turn on the radio, and freakingly it's the song which was still playing in you mind!

OR

You felt that a call/SMS is coming, you turn over to have a look at your phone to check, and then your phone rang! (Sometimes you can even feel who's going to call)

The other day I was taking a bath and a song was playing in my mind, my sister walked pass and she was singing, exactly the same song, and it even continues where I stopped! That was totally creepy~ Because I'm sure both of us didn't listen to that song the whole day, and it wasn't a new song either... It's just too much for a coincidence...

How to explain this? Anybody knows? It might be a level before psychic power~ wooooo~~

I'm still alive

2007-05-07T20:59:00.001+08:00

Have been busy... 2 weeks seems like 2 days... and *poof* my holidays came to an end T_T

Year 2 already!! I feel so old walking pass those freshies!!! This will be a challenging semester for me for taking 5 subjects, the last time was 2 years ago! ><''' Have to er, if not I'll graduate as an old woman~

Nevermind, I know I'm smart, clever, and intelligent *uek!* But I'm just lazy =P Last semester's results proved that I'm smart but lazy, a little more hardwork and it'll look good~

Back in Cheras, don't know what went wrong with this freaking connection!!! And my head is sure lacking oxygen, feeling light headed... No, I'm not onto drugs ==

Missing in action for days, and I got a tag to do... Postpone it first XD

Until next time~ up up and away~

Elvis Presley brought back to life?

2007-04-28T23:39:00.000+08:00

Elvis is not dead! See look see look! No bruff you!
He sing sing with Celine Dion on American Idol few days ago~

Geng ler~ lazy to explain. Read this on your own. Haha...

PS: Thanks Uncle Sean for the links.

Dangerous natural disaster

2007-04-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

What's the most dangerous natural disaster behind wheels?

?????????????????

It's predictable

It's uncontrollable

It's fast

It can be torturing

It's BAD!

There are millions of versions for it, some sound like these...

Hah-chiu!
Hah-chi!
Chiu!

and the best version of all, a long, loud, satisfying

Ahhhh-Choooo!!!!!!

Imagine you feel that a sneeze is coming when you are driving: your eyes start to water, vision becomes blur, then all of a sudden, ahhh-choo!
Along with that sneeze, your eyes close shut, your hand covers your nose and mouth, your mind goes blank for a few milliseconds, your body moves forward abruptly as you sneeze.
And your hands are supposed to be on the wheel, and eyes on the road. How dangerous could that be? You might sneeze real hard and the next thing you know, you've kissed the car in front of you ><'''

I've just realized that this is so far the most dangerous "natural disaster" behind wheels.

What do you think?

Still standing

2007-04-25T16:53:00.000+08:00

What happens if you sleep with your hair still damp, dreaming nonsense the whole night, and wake up 10 hours later when both hands of the clock are pointing at the number 12?

Well, the moment I sit up on my bed, I can feel that my hair's standing, walked to the mirror and...

Whoa~ This is rare case!

Sneaked downstairs to grab the camera, hoping that I won't bump into my grandma or kakak and scare them... or worse, let them laugh until no place to hide XD

*run run run~ look left look right~ clear!*

Mission Succeeded!

So what's next? Started cam-whoring until the batteries went dead~ ><''
I haven't do this for months wohkay~ so allow me to do so ==

If I go out like this, ppl will start shouting "Gui ah!"

From this angle at least ppl will think I'm just using the wrong techniques =P

The aliens came and made crop circles~

After coming out from my source of inspiration~

A thousand apologies if any of my just-woke-up-pics scared you or made you lose your appetite. Blek! =P

Crab talk

2007-04-24T23:17:00.001+08:00

H: ROAR!!!!
Me: Crabs don't roar ok ==
H: I'm a lion crab ok! Lions do ROAR!
Me: LOL. Liddat oh? Crab with a mane?

H: LOLZ!!! why the eyes senget one?
Me: Purposely one~ to make it look stupid... haha!
H: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: I didn't say it's u...
H: You're DEAD!
Me: Oooooo.... u mengaku!
H: zzzz
Me: Jump into the trap for wat. not to trap u oso.
H: becoz i'm a "cancer"... tersinggung ady!!!!
Me: I know ah, abor say crab for wat. But i din say the crab is u wat. lol.
*fast fast cabut*

This is not good

2007-04-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

Second day of holiday, should be staying at home doing nothing, online the whole day right.
Total opposite. Running around town, sleep earlier than normal days, wake up even late than normal days~
Good thing about holidays is that I can finally fulfill my 10hrs sleep per day! ^^v

The other day, something suddenly came to my mind. My mom knew my dad when she was around 20, my elder sis has her bf when she's 22, my younger sis has her bf secretly when she's 15. Right, so both my sisters are attached now, and I'm single and almost 20. LOL. I sound so desperate wey~
Aahhhh..... I'm so having a brain burnout~~~~ Nothing to write. Can't even crap! OMG!

the rain is back~

2007-04-23T15:13:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back! Got miss me or not jek? =P
After suffering one week of exams and a slight burnout after that, I finally decided to write at least SOMETHING after noticing my blog visits declined terribly, and everyone else already has their Nuffnang ads on T_T

Great. Some updates on me. Current status: On a semester break for two weeks. But time table almost full already. So holiday equals to no holiday? I'm starting to miss college =P

I realized that holidays are often the busiest time, whereas during exams, I'll have the most time for myself.

During exams~
"You got exams ah? Oh, ok ok. Don't want to disturb you. This thing I handle/settle/do. You don't have to do anything, just concentrate on your studies."

When it comes to holidays~
"Wuah, holidays already hor? Syok liao hor? Come, got things for you to do..."
"Eh, two weeks holiday ah? Sure very free right, can help me to do...."
"Holiday ady sit at home nothing to do right? Then can you help me fetch .... to ...."
"Wey, your holiday so long, do ... this.... do.... that...."

See the difference?

"Saya Anti-Rasuah"

2007-04-18T18:35:00.001+08:00

The tag line above sounds familiar right? Did it work anyway? Of course not!

My mom and I was on the Federal Highway in PJ, and suddenly all cars from the fast lane was cutting to the middle lane.

One policeman was pointing and waving and shouting to his other "Anti-Rasuah" crew that they have caught another BIG fish.

So the red fish had to stop by the roadside.

*Wind down the window and hand over driving license*

"Over speed limit la Cik"

"Speed berapa?"

*Pointing at the clipboard with a full list of fishes*

"97kmph. Tunggu saman sekejap"

"Tolong sikit la, mau hantar anak pergi sekolah, sudah lewat ni"

"Mau macam mana tolong?"

"30 ringgit boleh?"

"Tak boleh"

"Ok lah, 50 ringgit, boleh?"

"Ok ok. Letak bawah lesen."

*passes over license again with RM50 note below*

"Harga saman sekarang mahal tau, RM200. Awak sudah untung RM150 ni!

*signaled us to leave*

"Niasing, rasuah my RM50 samo dare say I untung RM150..."

And it all happened in less than 2 minutes. And I was speechless during the whole process...
What a good way of making fast money~

Mom's turn~

2007-04-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Mom's turn to tell a joke~
Can't believe she's even more "in" then us, watching Taiwanese celebrity game shows...

The question goes like this:

Making a phone call to a tortoise. Guess one type of vegetable.

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

Answer: Koh Gui~ (bitter gourd in Hokkien) - "Call" Gui...

For those non-Hokkiens, so sorry lar if you don't get the joke~

I'm nuts~

2007-04-14T03:14:00.000+08:00

I can't believe what I did~
Refer to this and you'll understand how it all started...

Ok, so to prove that I found 10 hearts, I did my "homework" and submitted it, with 11 hearts.

And I got a B+ for it.
Hey I found more than the original answer, should get higher grade what~
Then I told him I found an extra one.
He spoofed at me, saying
"Waiting for your 99th heart in the picture".

Great. What a motivation for me.

So I go on and on~ imagination going wild~
Saw more and more~ everything I see in the picture look like hearts...
End up having 64 hearts~

The more I find, the more syok i get~ Really syok sendiri~
And then kenot brake~ go on and on, until he oso scared. Ask me to stop at 99.

Unfortunately, at 98, I suddenly got DOUBLE COMBO, and went straight up to 100!!!
Woooohoooo~

See, look, see, look.... my masterpeice!

Moral of this "story": DON'T MESS WITH ME!

Wohkay~ I'm damn tired now.... Hope I don't dream of hearts chasing me later...

p/s: I'm getting my results for it tomorrow~
He actually said he's going to check whether I cheated.
Well, there goes another crazy fella like me~

*up up and away to dreamland!*

Another crapping session~

2007-04-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

The words 'Johnnie Walker' "floated" by today while I was online chatting, when I was supposed to study for tomorrow's final exams, and it reminded me of this joke I heard many years ago~

There are two smartly dressed Englishmen sitting by the bar, and in comes Ah Beng dressed like he hasn't changed his wardrobe for 20 years.

Bartender: Good evenings Sirs, how may I help you?

Englishman 1: Jack Daniels. Single.

Englishman 2: Johnnie Walker. Single.
*Ah Beng looks at both Englishmen admiringly*

*cleared throat and act smart*

Ah Beng: Lim Ah Beng. Mehlid! (Married)

There goes another Ah Beng joke, whom Wingz always talk about...
Pity those who has "Beng" as part of their names~

Like my brother, Bing Hong, whom we call him BING~
When we're not so "polite" to him, we straight away call him "LIM AH BING!!!!"

Btw, must say something good about him, if not 'big wok' lor~
*ahem* My bro is a very GOOD guy, not geeky or la-la like the real Ah Bengs...

See, look, see, look!

my leng chai cousin and Bing (right)

Wohkay, I hate his ROUND specs, without his specs, this is how he looks.

Age: 15 years old
Height: 165cm++
Weight: 45kg+
Status: Single and available.

Can sing, dance, active in sports, smart, good looking; full-time gamer and joker~

Interested? Ask permission from da BOSS a.k.a The Parent. Coz he's under-aged lar!

End of craps~ back to revision...

*switching brain from illogical mode to logical and numerical mode*

Math is logic.
Logic people are good in math.
I'm illogic.
Therefore I sark in math.

Try this~

2007-04-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

I'm getting real bored here... Let's do this little exercise my bro once taught me.

Step 1: Put one finger each from both hands into the sides of your mouth.

Step 2: Now pull your mouth wide open, side ways of course.

Step 3: Try talking without closing your mouth too much.

Done?

Let's try to read this out LOUD...

Wohkay? Great. Give you an A+!

Day dreamer~

2007-04-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

Some people say I have a good imagination, they'll say, "Whoa, liddat u oso can think of oh?" Basically those are useless stuff, nothing to boast about, I crapped too much, and my brain is full of craps too~ I just think far more useless stuff than normal people do.

Like today, my two other girlfriends and I went for "tuition" at our classmate's condominium, a total of 3.5 guys living together. One of my friend used his toilet, and took quite long to come out. So when she came out I asked, "Why take so long? Installing closed-circuit TV in the toilet oh?" Then what I got back from the owner of the toilet was "Can you say something normal???" Yeah, he has been listening too much of my crappings lately~ You know who you are... By the way thanks to your post, which inspired me to write this...

I used to imagine a lot, or to say day-dream, and night-dream before I sleep too... I don't imagine myself as a princess, waiting for my prince charming, neither do I dream of being a millionaire and how would I spend those money... Ok maybe once in a green moon (it's even rarer than the blue moon) I'll imagine those unrealistic stuff, but most of the time my imaginations or day-dreams are more on the dark side. *pathetic*

Especially when I'm down, my imagination will go wild~ I'll imagine of the consequences of those unhappy stuff, up to the point where I imagine myself dead, or my family members die. My imagination is very visualized, I imagine in pictures, where I can actually "see" and "feel" what goes in my mind~ So most of the time, I'll end up crying, especially when I think of how life sucks, and imagining myself dying, and how heart broken my family and friends will be. At least that'll erase off my suicidal thoughts~

But that was the darkest part of my life, I mean until this point~ Thinking back, I was so foolish and immature, if you want to know more, you can visit my old blog, but I advise you not to, coz it's very emotional and full of negative energy~ So back to the bad imagination part, I don't do it now, seriously~ It's emotionally taxing, and a waste of time, so why do it? And I've found a better way of channeling those negative energy in a more positive way~ One of the ways are blogging and talking nonsense XD

Maybe after that period of my life, I suddenly burst out, or to say walk out from my cave. I talk and crap like I've not spoken for years, not afraid of expressing myself and don't really care what people think of me~ It's just so NOT ME, compared to what I was before... I've outgrown my passive personality to someone I hardly ever know, is this good or what?

Picnic at the hills

2007-04-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

My family and I had a picnic today at a park, it's a yearly occasion with my uncles, aunties, and cousins since a year ago. It's a nice place, peaceful and quiet, with trees and flowers everywhere. Well, the name of the park is called Fairy Park.

Yes, we did the Chinaman yearly picnic thing, as what my uncle said. With the good service of funeral service companies, we don't need to clean anything, not even pulling off a single grass. So what we do was, sit and wait for everything to over, then eat~ But it's kinda tiring also, to wait under the hot sun although they provide us the pasar malam umbrella...

After that, everybody cabut... Damn sleepy coz have to wake up so early to avoid the jam, but there was NO jam today... As smooth as tofu~ On the way back, I reminded my parents again, when I die, give my organs away and burn me to ashes... Don't waste the money and effort to buy an expensive piece of land which requires maintenance, waste of land and money~

Dad noticed the warning lights started blinking, battery low, engine temperature high, aircond not working... So as what people would normally do, stop and check of course. Luckily we had quite a lot of water supply with us, Dad poured water around the radiator, touched the cover, not hot ady, wanna twist it open. Mum asked us to back off, my intuition said NO, but I was too late.

"Swoooosh!!!" Volcano erupted, red colored coolant shoot high up, Dad scalded his hand, Mom quickly put her everything-oso-can ointment on Dad's fingers, Dad said, "You're making it worse, it has menthol and it feels like it's burning!" Mum said, "Trust me."

After living for almost 20 years, after seeing my dad accidentally cut himself and bleed rivers hundreds of times, this is the FIRST time I see my Dad actually in pain :S Mum ask, "How is it? Need to see doctor or not?" Dad said, "Nonid lar, it's ok, a little bit pain only". "Wuah, you say a little bit pain, means very painful ady..." Pity my Dad, but my Mom's everything-oso-can ointment really works, no blisters at all...

My brain and my mouth is like thousands of kilometers away, takes a long time for it to transfer messages, and even when it reaches my mouth, almost half gone~ So it's like, I may think wonders, but say rubbish out... Bad in expressing what I intend to say... In words....

P.S: It was a broken belt that causes the engine cooling system to malfunction, and the battery unable to recharge. And Toyota is the best selling car in the world, with a car not even 2 years old and goes to Toyota service centre at appointed times, how much more can we trust them? =.='''

10 Weird Things or Habits~

2007-04-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Announcement: I'm TAGGED! Thanks for the tag Aceone, you tagged me at the right time when I'm still free...

So, I'm supposed to write 10 weird things or habits about myself, well here it goes, with no specific order~

1. I brush my teeth only once a day, before I sleep of course! My Dad thought us to do so ><'''

2. I prefer driving manual than auto, because using only one side of the body to drive is kinda cacat.... left hand and left leg got nothing to do will make me fall asleep~

3. I HAVE to pee right after I wake up, and MUST pee before I bathe, even though my "tangki" is empty~ It's a habit, don't ask me why.

4. I'm afraid of the dark but I like the dark. Same goes to: I love rainy days but I'm afraid of thunder.

5. When I'm forced to watch horror movies, this is what I'll do: thumbs in my ears, the remaining fingers covering my eyes, and I'll peep through my fingers... What's the point of covering only your eyes and still hear those scary sound effects and voices right?

6. My right hand has to pinch my nose with my clothes, and my left hand has to grab something like a shampoo bottle while I'm *ahem* doing my BIG business~ if not I can sit there for hours yet nothing comes out...

7. I can hardly fall asleep without my bolster. I'll fold it into half, sniff it and scratch it until I fall asleep.

8. I have a weird chinese name. It means: jungle, rice, and rain - 林米雨. In Mandarin it's sounds like "riddle", in Cantonese it sounds like "buying fish", in Hokkien it sounds terrible - bee hor~

9. I bite my fingernails when I'm anxious. And I used to bite my toenails as well, ok I know that's gross. But I DON'T do it now, that was n-years ago~

10. I'm kinda 'addicted' to donating blood. Coz I 'enjoy' looking at the thick needle poking into my flesh, and feeling the warm blood flowing into the bag~

Wohkay, tag done. And I'm gonna tag 4 people this time.... 4 is a nice number... haha!

The 4 lucky people are:

1. Christopher~ being too secretive, wanna dig golds from him.. ngek ngek...
2. Heppy~ this is one interesting guy... diam diam ubi berisi...
3. Wilson~ he's a newbie in Blogspot, give him something to do!
4. Yang~ wanna see how much weird stuff he does! XD

Inspiration

2007-04-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Inspiration: A special influence of a divinity on the minds of human beings.
Reference:
inspiration. (n.d.). WordNet® 3.0. Retrieved April 06, 2007, from Dictionary.com website: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/inspiration

Where do we get inspiration from?
Some get it from other people, some get it from special places, some get it while doing something...

For me, I get most of my inspirations in a special place, which is very close to my heart, as well as the hearts of everyone...

A cooling and peaceful place, with sounds of water trickling...
I feel a sense of peace and serenity when I'm in my special "inspiration generator", because I'll be left all alone to 'enjoy' the tranquility of my special place while finishing unfinished business. Not just that, I spend at least 20 minutes a day, reflecting myself and do some thinkings in this special place of mine~

This special little space of mine had seen all of my emotions, from sadness to frustration, as well as tears and laughters... I couldn't live without this special place, if I need It, I would go back to It rather than 'seeking refuge' from other similar place~

So, where's this special place of mine?

It's none other than....

my beloved TOILET! <3

It's still me~

2007-04-06T03:57:00.000+08:00

Don't be shocked!
You're in the right blog...
Just change my blog template...
Too much green might be unhealthy...
So I'll just give you all a minimal doze of it~

Late.. AGAIN

2007-04-06T01:50:00.000+08:00

I was late again for class... twice in a week, both for the same class! ><''' The first time was just about 30 minutes late, second time? around 80 minutes late! Reason? I forgot to set my alarm, only to wake up when class have already started~

Today was our last class, and we have to do our final individual presentation worth 40%. Fail it? Pay RM930 and see the lecturer again next semester lah~ Class started at 9:30am, and I woke up at 10:10am when my friend called... I haven't finished my dream~ I jumped right out of bed, things weren't smooth, but became smooth after that... Real smooth... even the lecturer thought I was late because I had class before that ^^

So everything was fine~ but a lesson learned... Don't sleep late the night before you have something IMPORTANT the next day, and REMEMBER to set your alarm! Wohkay, that's it. Did this out of curiosity just now...

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:

Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:

You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

So any Cancers out there? XD

I'm back~

2007-04-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

No. It was no April Fool joke. It was not PMS. It was just pure STRESS.
And now, with no more assignments to hand up = no stress = HAPPY again!

My friends and I suddenly felt a sense of emptiness on the night we finally finished the battle, we suddenly have nothing to look forward to~ how sad XD
But finals are next week, one final presentation coming up tomorrow... so at least we have some purpose in life...

I broke many records this semester, sleepless nights, staying awake for almost 30hrs, if minus the afternoon nap, it'll be no sleep for around 40hrs ><''' Just talked to my friend Heppy about this, and we vow never to go through this again~ it's just plain torturing... Can't believe we even made it through...

Anyway, my main purpose for this blog is to thank those who left comments on my previous post, thanks for your concerns Aceone, Pinksterz, and Christopher (who I bugged too much that day).

Well, my conclusion is: I am what I want to be, and I am who I am~ ^^v *peace*

Modesty is the word

2007-04-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

XX says:
understand urself

rycerain says:
i'm kinda happy with who i am now.
but it seems like i can't be what i am now ==
so i'll be modest again.. not expressive, not imaginative, refrain myself from talking too much...
just like last time, keep on a low profile.. is that good enough?

ask urself

myself says i'm happier expressing myself... but it seems like it's not a good idea to some..
getting unwanted attention.. making ppl's life miserable~

hmm

so i'll just keep on a low profile den.. keep everything to myself..
n i'm sure i'm gonna get into depression real soon~

relax
relax

i'm very relaxed now.

gd

i'll be very neutral from now on.. not expressing emotions - happiness, sadness, anger~
i'll just be someone different~

bagus
neutral is bagus

i guess that's it~
n u r encouraging me to become some one whom i'm not.
well. lets see how long i can be like this before i become better or worse.

bt nvm.. i'll get used to it

be urself
that is the best for urself
but u'll need to determine it urself

myself is expressive, imaginative, straightfoward~

sure?

maybe that's the new me.

maybe....

it'll sure be a 360 degrees change.
i might not be blogging anymore...

;)

n u think that's good?

i didnt say so
i'll support whatever u do

but wat i am initially wasn't supported~
maybe i felt that it was a big impact~ the words u said to me this evening~ and i cried for the 1st time in 4 months~
but forget it.
i'll just go neutral for the time being. if nobody sees any prob with it den i'll continue.

u should suit urself with urself and surroundings

my surroundings suit me like what i am.

then be like what u want then
dun just follow what i say

nvm. i've decided.
i might change my mind. but lets see how long i can go.

ok
i support u
dun worry

thx.

Modesty is my theme now. I'll be going neutral~ expressionless, emotionless, reserved. I might be betraying myself, but it has been decided.

Quickie~

2007-03-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

Just had my dinner, let's make this a quick one while my blood flow focuses on my tummy instead of my brain~

Previously it's the "Blogging Behavior" interview, now it's the "Caffeine related to energy boost" interview...

Maybe too much chat-box interview made me sort of went cuckoo for a few seconds, I can't believe i interviewed the "Smarter Child" on MSN.

Me: Can I interview you?
Smarter Child: Don't interview me! Just kidding. Interview me all you want.
Me: How often do you drink coffee?
Smarter Child: I don't drink. Bad for the circuit boards.
Me: ....

Computers can be humorous after all...

Alright.. time to start the engines... But I need more oil...
I sound so depressed in my MSN display name: "I'm a procrastinator in a state of denial"...
Yeah... maybe I am... with a final presentation worth 40% this Thursday and 4 assignments all due on next Monday, why shouldn't I be depressed? Especially when I'm not even 20% in finishing it off....

Won't be back so soon... But I'll be back!

LMAO!

2007-03-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

I had dinner today with my grandparents and uncle, when he suddenly said, "maybe we should try putting up Ronald McDonald's photo on MyHeritage and see what happens".
I didn't take his words seriously, until right just now, he sent me this HTML code, "try putting it up on your blog, you'll be surprised!" I thought he found an ugly photo of me and tried it out, instead I got this!

http://www.myheritage.com

Poor guys! And for the only woman, Kristie Alley, sorry la, your mother born you to look like that, don't blame anyone...
By the way, Ben Stiller looks unusually good looking in that pic!

And hey, got Mrs.McDonald wor...

A gorgeous lady like this married to a freaky old clown!? I hate clowns... because I'm AFRAID of clowns! Yeah, watched too much horror movies... where freaky clowns kill people *shivers*...
Anyway there's no Mrs. McDonald... It's just an advertistment... Maybe Ronald McDonald is gay...

Assignments!!!!

2007-03-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

Arrrrggghh!!! Damn sien eh... 4 assignments and 1 final presentation worth 40% all due next week! Crazy! This freaking lecturer (who doesn't know how to teach) wants us to pass up ALL 4 assignments on the same day, with no extension given when everyone asked for it!

A crazy friend of mine wanted to hire me to kill this lecturer.
"Haih! can you kill her?"
"How much are you willing to pay 1st?"
"RM 2"
"Jiak sai la u..."

Fed up already... I'm only beginning on the research on blogging behaviour, collected all the data but stuck at the categorizing and analyzing part... Haih...

Anyway many thanks to these bloggers whom I interviewed though MSN... (we are supposed to do it face-to-face, but don't care la!)

Aaron
Alan
Cedric
Feon
Pinksterz
Sewjin
Wilson
Xiangxiang
Omer
Yang

Due to time constraints and unavailability of necessary contacts, I only choose these 10, those who were left out, paiseh ya...

Bird Talking Session

2007-03-20T18:34:00.000+08:00

I received this forwarded SMS from a friend half way in class today, and it almost made me burst out laughing...

To avoid accidents:
Use double condoms with chili powder in between.
If outer breaks, she will know.
If inner breaks, you will know.
Advice from Alagappa's & Sons.

So anybody wanna give it a try?

Nostalgia

2007-03-19T23:46:00.000+08:00

I was thinking of a theme song for my blog last week, and then this song pop up in my mind...
I remember listening to it when I was very young, and when i searched for this song and listen to it again, I instantly fell in love with it! What's more, when I searched for it's lyrics, OMG, love it till death... The song lyrics of the olden days are so meaningful, not like the ones now, full of sexual contents and cursing...

Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head - B.J. Thomas

Raindrops are falling on my head
and just like the guy who's feet are too big for his bed,
nothing seems to fit
those,
raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

so I just did me some talking to the sun,
and I said I didn't like the way he got things done,
sleeping on the job
those,
raindrops are falling on my head they keep falling

But there's one thing, I know
the blues they sent to meet me won't defeat me.
It won't be long 'till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head
but that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red.
Crying's not for me, cause
I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
because I'm free
nothing's worrying me

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head
but that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turning red
crying 's not for me
Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complaining
because I'm free
Nothing's worrying me

Children games

2007-03-16T01:03:00.000+08:00

It's statistics class again, and it's getting tougher and tougher, blurred since the beginning of class... or to be precise, almost every class! So today as usual, I sat in class staring blankly at the almost-as-young-as-us lecturer, copying notes from the slides without really knowing what I'm copying...

Stressed when assignments (notice the 's') deadlines knocking on the door, finals coming real soon, and stuck in a class where you're so lost, your mind tends to go cuckoo and starts "sexual harassing" your (girl)friend next to you... until something popped up in my mind... I remember how my Dad used to play this little game with us when we were still little girls. Daddy will draw eyes, and a moustache (just like him) on his hand and then "talk with his hand"... Getting a lil' blurry? You'll understand when you see the pictures.

"who are you.. why are you following me and invading my privacy?!"
"nyehehe... I'm called 'assignments'. Assigned by ruthless lecturer(s) to torture you!"

*sob* sick of assignments

Crap! I'm not supposed to do this!

2007-03-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

Fed up with assignments and this is what i did...

Try it! But don't cry or scream like Daniel Wu in "Protegay" if it turns out that you look like Michael Jackson or Steven Tyler!

My funny Dad

2007-03-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

I was crapping with my younger bro on MSN and he told me that our Dad is watching. Then all of a sudden...

here's yr dad writing, for real. don't spend too much of your time on the net, ok!!!

okk.. doing assignment.. jz came back frm dinner only
(actually i'm not even doing, i'm just about to do, haven't started till now.... Shhhh...)

sure or not?? be a good girl even if I am not watching over you ... he he he !

Haha... ok ok.. i'm always a good girl...
(I'm so fake... wakaka...)

ok bye, do your work and I will ask abing to log off. good night my little girl!!
(yeap, my bro is called Ah Bing...)

XD good nite

My bro came back..

yer... lil gal... buek

Actually it's kinda shocking... Coz Dad's like a different person on MSN... Sounded like a young boy... Haha... Call me his little girl, sounds a little bit funny and geli... But overall it warmed my heart... Awww.....

What a relief!

2007-03-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

Thank God it's back!

Lesson learned:
1. DO NOT ever play around with HTML if you don't really know how to use it!
2. Read instructions! It'll make things easier rather than trying out everything one by one.
3. Be satisfied and thankful with what you have now, don't be too greedy.
4. Learn to crawl first before trying to run.
5. DON'T take risks. XD

*sob* I've learned my lesson... I'll promise to be a good girl... Until next time... wahahaha....

Kinda busy lately... assignments and presentations lining up, waiting to strangle me off my last breath... but don't worry, because I'll be back!

OMG!

2007-03-09T19:45:00.000+08:00

OH SHYT!
What did i do to my blog!?
Couldn't reverse it back! Everything gone!

Perspectives on me...

2007-03-09T00:29:00.000+08:00

I did the personality test, and it turns out that I'm like such a... don't know what's the best word to describe... let's just use "good-for-nothing"... Period. Now as suspicious as what the result claimed me to be, I 'consulted' a friend, a future-psychologist-to-be, and asked him what he thinks about me. Lazy lar, so i'll just copy and paste the MSN conversation:

are you asking me how do i think abt you?

watever la.. jz wanna collect viewpoints from ppl

u said urself crazy, i din admit nor reject
erm....suddenly become very "open-minded" and "friendly"
simple, sui bian style, not so serious on whatever you are doing? haha
and tends to be center of attention when you are wif a group
very free, casual sometimes

lol... center of attention!? den wat do u call XXX? center of the world?

XXX is get attention herself
urs is AUTOMATICALLY SOMEONE WILL TALK ABT YOU
hahaha... dont you think tat?
but it can be wrong. hehe. and friend-oriented lo
ceh....
haha
hmm, hardworking.....?
FORGET IT. haha

lol... i'm not hardworking.

only for particular things, maybe u r, but every last minute workers tend to dun have tat
haha

ppl talk abt me? when i'm around? got meh?
i'm not hardworking.. i'm super lazy.. like now..

i din say u hardworking. haha
BEH PAI SEH
haha... jk jk
opps, did i speak it toooo clear? guess not la ho. haha

no leh.. not clear enough.. be more transparent.. just shoot

eh?
hmm, rather than testing urself out from personality test, ask someone to check ur image self, is better?
wat else do u wna to know, u say it la easier.. waste my brain juice for it..

myself lo. ur perception or other ppl's perception towards me.. what kind of person i am to u all

something like?
kind? lolx
SO CRUEL PUNYA ORANG, MAU THROW BRICK SOME MORE
KIND? WALAO. haha

==

haha
friendly towards friends and anyone u know,
join the group and friends,
din complain too much,
not arguing wif someone seriously,
serious sometimes but crazy most of the time recently,
not dominating, not leader type for sure,
slack off is priority is u think so, tends to be topic of other person coz u are famous ?? XD or ppl like you looo XD

wah... yalor, y recently so siao ah?
but im famous? don't think so. y say so?

speak more inside than outside but recently change to speak more both side, maybe? hehe.
Not good at hiding emotion, LOL or i am too good at guessing
like i say u are friendly looo, everyone like you looo
the more neutral u be inside a group, the more ppl tends to remember abt you n tats y talk abt u la haha. or maybe u are different, tats y ppl talk la.
u choose urself. but just my opinion nia. maybe my perception different kut.
hehe. but i cant be telling u all the things abt u wat. i mean overall we are not that "close" wat
LOL. mana tau u got a hidden side or wearing a mask
but i believe that you are the person who can mix well with... not bad not bad. haha

Huahahaha.... although not everything is good about me, this is still good news, at least I'm not as bad as what the personality test says...

This is nuts~

2007-03-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	40%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	60%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Hedonism	\|\|	10%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Conflict seeking	\|\|	10%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|	16%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	37%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

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trait snapshot:
depressed, introverted, neat, needs things to be extremely clean, observer, perfectionist, not self revealing, does not make friends easily, suspicious, irritable, hates large parties, follows the rules, worrying, does not like to stand out, fragile, phobic, submissive, dislikes leadership, cautious, takes precautions, focuses on hidden motives, good at saving money, solitary, familiar with the dark side of life, hard working, emotionally sensitive, prudent, altruistic, heart over mind, unadventurous

It's all bad stuff! Not even one good stuff! OMG... this is over exaggerated...
Anyway I'm not gonna do the test all over again, coz it has over 100 questions....
Somebody please tell me that the results are NOT true... especially those who knows me.... XD
Just click on the link if you wanna try... Happy trying and don't scare yourself with the results ^^

Laughing my heart out!

2007-03-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

Went to school at 10am and reached home at almost 6pm, tired and worn out, I turned on my Adam (it's a habit, I'm sort of addicted) and lie flat on bed, planning to catch a nap. And then "Te de deng!" It's my bro, with his lists of YouTube links again. Watched all of it, and find it hilarious! Laughed until I wasn't tired and sleepy anymore...

Warm up with this nice song first...

Claimed by my bro to be the best among the best...
Black Eyed Pea's Don't Lie...

Another funny one: Pepsi "Dadada"(FIFA World Cup 2006)

Now to the climax part.... This made me laugh non-stop!
Michael Wong's "Tong Hua" 童话

It's amazing how these two guys can lip sync and imitate the singers so well... Takes lots of effort to do that... *bows and applauses*

Tagged, again!

2007-03-05T20:52:00.000+08:00

I'm tagged again, this time by Alex... Since I'm busy but don't want to face the reality yet, let me just finish this tag off, before I start forgetting about it... ^^

PART 1: ON THE OUTSIDE

Name : Mindy ~ a name i used to hate when I was young... Coz some people just can't pronounce it right :-S

Date of birth : 17 June 1987 ~ only 19 ok... I'm not 20... I'm not 20....

Current status : Single but not available ~ what status does it mean actually?

Eye colour : Dark brown ~ just checked it seconds ago ><'''

Hair colour : Black since the day I was born ~ my hair's a virgin, never dyed, never permed...

Righty or lefty : Righty ~ but my left hand is stronger, I win arm wrestlings with my left ^^

Zodiac sign : Gemini ~ I have an evil twin... ngek ngek...

PART 2: ON THE INSIDE

Your heritage : Pure Hokkien Chinese ~ with typical small eyes and short stature :-S

Your fear : Facing reality...

Your weakness : Avoiding reality...

Your perfect pizza : Extra cheese toppings!

PART 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY & TOMORROW

Your thoughts first waking up : "What time is it? How many extra minutes can I stay in bed?" ~ I'm not the kind of person who wakes up and jumps out of bed immediately, I'll take averagely half and hour each day to get out of bed XD

Tomorrow : Having a presentation, but not even prepared for it x.X'''

Your bedtime : Around 2am-3am

Your most missed memory : Being loved and cared?

PART 4: YOUR PICK

Pepsi or coke : Coke, only when I go to McDonalds ~ I'm a health conscious person okay... what a "good" excuse... Actually I'll get gastric when I drink too much gassy drinks...

McD or burger king : McD

Single or group dates : Depends on the venue ~ Go for a movie of course will choose single date, but go for a single date at the amusement park is somewhat weird and boring... or stupid XD

Adidas or Nike : Nike for it's design, Adidas for it's quality...

Lipton tea or Nestea : What's the difference? I think I'll pick Nestea, Lipton tea sounds so "tea"...

Chocolate or vanilla : What does it supposed to mean? Ice-cream? Scent? Drink? I like both anyway...

Cappuccino or coffee : Say Tak Nak to coffee! ~ Why? Coffee will kill me...

PART 5: DO YOU...

Smoke : No ~ I will never commit suicide or burn money...

Curse : Yeah, silently inside ~ I only curse out loud when I'm really really angry... But that'll be once in a green moon... It's even rarer than the blue moon XD

PART 6: IN THE PAST MONTH

Drank alcohol : I don't drink...

Gone to the mall : For CNY shopping... last minute shopping...

Been on stage : I think no...

Eaten sushi : Yeah, yesterday... but only one piece...

Dyed your hair: My hair's a virgin...

PART 7: WHAT WERE YOU DOING..

1 minute ago : Thinking

1 hour ago : Eating

4 1/2 hours ago : Sleeping

1 month ago : Studying

1 year ago : Breathing

PART 8: FINISH THE SENTENCE

i love : myself, my friends, my family, and Adam!

i feel : sticky ~ need a shower real soon after this...

i hate : being forced to do things I don't like...

i hide : myself from trouble...

i miss : nobody...

i need : more time and money! $$$$

PART 9: TAG 5 PEOPLE

Same policy, choose not to tag people, but welcome people to volunteer ^^

Phew... what a long tag...
Job done here, a bigger task coming ahead...
I hate reality!
*run and hide*

Do we really look alike?

2007-03-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

Don't know since when, many people have been asking whether my elder sister and I are twins, sometimes out of fun, we lie to them that we are, and some people do believe that... But not all people are easily fooled lah....

my elder sis & I

Can bluff people that we are twins meh... sometimes only la... But we are born 3 years apart wor, so do I look older than my age, or she looks younger than her age? I hope it's not the latter, coz I'm not old! I'm not even 20! *telling half a lie*

But at one point of time, my parents couldn't differentiate my elder sis and I from far =.=''' And now it turns out that my younger sis looks alike my elder sis too wor, but different from me la...

younger sis & I

Ok ok... I know we don't look totally different lar, people can still see that we are sisters... So one last pic from the camwhores...

Each of us are born 3 years apart, and many times people thought that my younger sis is the eldest among us, so... hahaha! So it means that she looks old, and we look young! Yeah ^^v
She better not see this, I'll get killed... But hey, it's the truth what! Wakaka....

Tagged!

2007-03-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

I'm supposed to do this tag by Feon centuries ago... But delayed it again and again, until now... paiseh ah...
I read many tags in different blogs, most of them, or all of them gave loooooong answers, but I'm the lazy one, so I'll just make it short ok!

1: Who is the first blogger you meet?
-> I've knew and Aaron and Feon since primary school, and they turned out to be bloggers, so they can be considered the first bloggers I met right... Oh ya, not forgetting Yang, whom I've known since the day I was born...

2: Who is the most wanted to meet blogger for you?
-> Meet ah, haven't thought of it... but I'm curious to know who's the "bird talker" who left comments in my blog and in the "tok bird" box... mysterious guy / girl... XD

3: Who is the ‘I can meet, want to meet but somehow never got to meet’ blogger?
-> Wheh... I blogged not even for one year, how to answer this question?

4: Who are the group of bloggers you most wanted to meet?
-> Group of blogers? Who else... Everybody lafu the Rojaks gang!

5: Do you have any bloggers/blog readers that you wish to meet right now?
-> Right now? No wor... In the future, most probably yes...

Tag 5 more people? What a hard thing to do, most bloggers I know are already tagged wor...
So I'll leave it blank, those who wants to volunteer are welcomed to do so!

Job done! *up, up and away!*

I was a WOLF!

2007-03-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

You Were a Wolf

You have an instinctual intelligence that guides your life.
Your family and "pack" is of primary importance, and you protect them.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

"Ahhhhhwoooooooo"
I was a wolf in my past life!?
But hey, it says that I have an instinctual intelligence that guides my life, not too bad eh?
Saw this thing for extremely-bored-and-have-nothing-better-to-do bloggers from Aaron and Kenny Ng, Aaron's a spider and Kenny's a toad... Haha! So I'm better, at least I'm a mammal ^^v

Speaking of wolves... I remembered being called a wolf by my cousin, way back then years ago...
Because... ahem.... let the man explain why I'm called a wolf... BACK THEN... IF, and only IF he reads this and leaves a comment/explanation....

Oh ya, the question I posted 2 days ago...

What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?

..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..

I promised to post the answer up, supposed to be yesterday, but my brother was glued to my Adam the whole night playing his boring PKO (Pirate King Online) because it doesn't lag compared to our home PC... Great, a very "good" brother who always greet me at the doorstep when I come back home in the weekends, and the first thing he says to me after one week of not talking to him, "Where's Adam?" =.='''

Ok, back to the answer of the riddle....

For the very last time I repeat myself (I know you're starting to get pissed):

What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?

I guess the first thing which comes to your mind is the PENIS right!
But it's not! It's something we always use and see everyday!
It's nothing else but the innocently protective SEAT BELT you dirty minded people! (including myself)
It's a logical answer, isn't it?

Addition:
PS: Oh my gawd, I've just met the fastest person to get this riddle right... He gave me the right answer in less then 2 minutes!

prAwN h3aD says:
u want entertainment? let u guess this:
What is short at first,
Grows long when you hold it,
Goes through in between your breasts,
And then enters a hole?

AN PAN MAN says:
???
easy answer or hard 1
??

prAwN h3aD says:
u guess la

AN PAN MAN says:
= =
my mind very dirty 1 d ler~~ = =

prAwN h3aD says:
u said it's normal wat...

AN PAN MAN says:
lolz

prAwN h3aD says:
a guy who isn't dirty minded is not a guy, lol

AN PAN MAN says:
true oso XD
u agree ady hor~~

prAwN h3aD says:
agree wat?

AN PAN MAN says:
got hint anot?
your breast?

prAwN h3aD says:
it's something very common 1... mostly adults use it

AN PAN MAN says:
means the things is belongs to the breasts owner lah
i know ady
hahaha
safety belt
true?

prAwN h3aD says:
wei!

AN PAN MAN says:
how?

prAwN h3aD says:
how u know!

AN PAN MAN says:
huahahahahaha

prAwN h3aD says:
geng wor!

AN PAN MAN says:
huahahahaha
i'm GENIUS

prAwN h3aD says:
u read my blog?

AN PAN MAN says:
???
blog?
u put this question on blog?

prAwN h3aD says:
yea
how did u guess it in such a freaking short time!

AN PAN MAN says:
coz i juz attend cognitive class leh XD
it's about problem solving......
huahaha huahaha

- the end -

A favour from my Uncle

2007-03-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

A conversation on MSN between my uncle and I.
Time: 12:00am
Location: Taman Taynton View, Cheras
Distance between each other: One door apart

Sean says:
wei, can do me a favour ah....

prAwN h3aD says:
yea?

Sean says:
can put a link in yr blog to my blog ah

prAwN h3aD says:
oh.. sure can sure can... u talk talk abit, den sure got ppl go view u 1... den u go to the other links in my blog, go talk talk sumo, den got more views..

Sean says:
http://vst-trading.blogspot.com/
actually...its meant for advertisement ....hehehehe

prAwN h3aD says:
i know la..

Sean says:
wei u didnt eat the cough medicine frm gua mah ah?... sounds like u r about to cough out a baby

prAwN h3aD says:
LOL! u can hear from outside?!

Sean says:
ya....
so ....is the baby out yet

prAwN h3aD says:
wahaha... almost almost

By the way...

"What would you have if ... your grandmama who get hit by your granddadda's XY chromosom give... ??? You'll get an Ultimately Naked Cute Little Eureka! and that is my uncle ...
He is like any other human on earth ... yet he has this thing ... this 'X' factor that makes people smile and laugh during the good and bad times. Someone who is not very significant but you wouldn't notice tat he is giving a huge impact in our life ... " (Kuek, 2007)

Wanna know more about my uncle Sean, check him out!
He's soooo gonna kill me when he sees this!
Just doing a favour for my grandmama ^^

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Guess this!

2007-03-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

What is short at first,
Grows longer when you hold it,
Goes in between your breasts,
And then goes into a hole?

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Stay tuned for the answer tomorrow.... *don't hit me*
In the meantime, keep your brains/coconuts moving....
Looking forward for your answers in the comments ^^

Size does matter?

2007-02-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

Does size really matter that much? In case you don't know what I mean, I'm referring to the so-called "women assets"... I'm sure you know which "asset" I'm referring to.... I have just read Kenny Sia's blog, about the new thing in town, after slimming fad comes the breast enlargement fad... Good news or bad news?

By the way, yesterday a male friend of mine asked me whether I saw something really "great" in class. Innocently I said,

"No, everything was normal in class today".
"Didn't you see something 'great' in class just now?"
"Really? I didn't notice anything great...."
"How could you not notice that.. It's something really great..." (with his hands spread out)
"Huh? Like how great?" (still very blur and innocent)
"Great lah... GREAT...." (his body language started to look awkward, with his hands spreading out from his chest in semi-circular motion)

He repeated himself again and again as I starred at him blankly... A friend beside me couldn't stand it anymore and started laughing...
"Ohhhh!!! Understood! Understood!" I burst out laughing...

How could I think so innocently that time?! It's because I never imagined he'll say something like that! He said he and his guy friends almost spurted out blood in class when our lecturer who was wearing a really loose and low cut blouse bended over in front of the whole class, right in front of them, and they caught the best view! I was sitting at the side, at the back row, and my vision was partially blocked most of the time, so it's normal for me not to notice that... But we all did notice that we can already see her "longkang" even when she's standing up straight =.='''

"What's so great about it anyway, she's older than you by almost 10 years! Don't tell me you haven't seen a little bit of too much cleavage, especially with so many hot babes around campus wearing even lesser!"
"It's different.... very much different..."
"What's so different about it?"
"The SIZE of course!"
*speechless*

Then lots of dirty things came to my mind... Wanted to ask him tonnes of questions, but couldn't find the courage to ask. So I started with, what's your respond then?

"Shocked lah! Never imagined something like that would happen... in class! And she's a lecturer!"
"Shocked only? No other responses? *eyes looking down with a grin on my face*
"NO LAH! I'm not sexcited about it... but I don't know about the other guys..."
"So... was it 'young' or 'old'?"
"What do u mean..."
"Is it still firm la!?"
"...... normal la!"
"Then, how much you saw?" *eyebrows raised*
"Quite a lot... 40%"
"40% is only a little, I thought you guys saw half of it... haha..."
"But for that size 40% is A LOT!"

Ok I had enough, I guess the girls will be disgusted rather than sexicted...

What's so great about having big boobs anyway? Throwing gold on plastic surgery to enlarge your breasts is not a really good idea... Originality is the keyword!
With small boobs you can run faster, you can squeeze in crowds without smashing your boobs on little children's faces, you're able to wear small tees, and weigh less!
By the way, big ones doesn't last either, gravity will pull it down and in a few decades, it'll rest on your tummy... But with small ones, the effect wouldn't be that great!
Okay okay, I know I'm just comforting myself, but hey, that's the truth! But for your information, I know I'm not perfect, but I'm happy with myself ^^

One last question, especially to the guys, Does size really matter?

P.S: I found this non-sexual website about breasts... It's really educational... But if you're not ready for normal breasts which doesn't resemble those porn stars' fake boobs, better don't look at it... Anyhow it's good to know what normal breasts are like... and after visiting the website, I realized that mine are much more beautiful *blush*
http://www.007b.com/breast_gallery.php

My first blog

2007-02-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

I went through my first blog in Friendster Blogs just now... browse through every post I made, since 9th March 2006... It's almost a year since I started blogging, initially I blogged mainly on my love life, the sad and dark part of it, that's why it's called A pLac3 t0 thR0w OuT mY feEling$....

Life's been like a roller-coaster ride last year, I had almost forgotten how bad I felt throughout the whole year, until I browsed through my previous posts on my previous blog... Don't know how to describe my feelings now... it's a mixture of emotions... plus gratitudes towards my caring friends, and through my 'emo blog', I made two new friends too, Ryan and Alan, they really supported me a lot throughout that course of my life, and not forgetting Aaron, whom always leave comments on my blog, right until now he still does! And to my other girlfriends out there, I really appreciate the help and care you all have showered me with, without you all, I wouldn't be able to stand up on my feet again... And last but not least, my dear cousin Yang, for giving really useful advices when I needed them the most...

Nothing else to say... want to know my history, read my history... Criteria needed: Patience.

P.S: I will NOT cry easily anymore... Got to be strong...

Fei Poh Hamster

2007-02-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

My younger sister's boy friend just bought her a pair of hamsters yesterday, the hamsters were so adorable at first... until the fat female hamster bit my finger!!! Because I disturbed her when she was eating... Wahaha... But she ate too much leh, so go kacau a bit la... She bit me real hard, she was still dangling on my poor middle finger when I tried to swung her off... *ouch*

My mum was around that time, heard me screamed so loud, of course she knew what happened... I told her "It's bleeding... The hamster got get vaccinated before mah, will I contract any disease?", then she said "faster go clean it lor... Don't get 禽流感 (bird flu) ah". I was like, huh so serious meh, then i quickly clean it... And then I suddenly realized, "Bird flu!? I'll get bird flu from a hamster? It's not a bird also..." =.=''' It's a rat... A RODENT... And not long after that, I went to poo... After finishing my 'business' I was shocked that my 'cake' turned out to be GREEN! I told mum, and she said, "Sure la, you were shocked until lau chi sai (pass green feces)"... I was again made speechless by my mum =.='''

It still hurts now... poor finger...

The black thing is the fat hamster which bit me! Still indulging in the food box! grrrr....

The fat and mean one... close up...

Anyway, the male hamster which is smaller sized then the fat one is so adorable and hyperactive! Right now he's still busily running in the running wheel, climbing up and down... He's nuts! Or maybe he's just sublimating his sexual desires towards the fat one... She doesn't even let him get near her... She bites him too... poor little guy has to hide on the roof, away from the sight of the mean one whenever she's awake, because she'll chase him and bite him! But it's better like this, at least she's not attracted to the little guy, if not, another disaster... Poor little guy will be fitted into Norbit's shoes...

The little one loves running and climbing!

Little one can even do stunts... he has really strong limbs... monkey climbing all the time...

P/S: My digicam doesn't have a microphone, so it's a 'silent movie'...

Blogthings (Part 2)

2007-02-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

You Are 24% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

How Evil Are You?

Oh no... I'm the most dangerous kind of evil! ngek ngek....

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

And I'm weird too.... normal enough to know that I'm weird.. =.='''

You Are A Fun Friend

You're the one who keeps your group laughing
And you've always got an idea for something fun to do
The party's not complete without you
And you wouldn't miss it for the world

What Kind of Friend Are You?

But I'm a fun friend to be with! So no worries! I don't eat people... I'm vegetarian... ^^

Blogthings (Part 1)

2007-02-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

Haha.... this is true... I'm SCARY! Sometimes only lah, not all the time... I'm not neurotic...

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.

You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.

Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.

Your dreams indicate that you have very conflicted feelings.

You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

Quite true... realized myself a lot through my dreams lately... Unconscious mind saying something...

You Are 60% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: High

You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers.
Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Hohoo... this is something new... "You're even more attractive than you know." Really?

You Are An ISFP

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.

You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

What's Your Personality Type?

This is.... hmm.... weird...

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Eh? Why not date Leo? Wahahaa.... Sarcastic...

You Are 50% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Wahaha.... be careful...

Sick!

2007-02-22T21:37:00.000+08:00

It's been a long time since I got sick... Unfortunately for me, I woke up with a sore-throat but ignored it and went for class... Ken told us before the Chinese New Year holidays that today's public speaking class is VERY important and everyone MUST attend!

In the end, it's just a normal class, talk talk and talk... It's like never attending class at all... 30 minutes drive along Kesas highway from Klang to Cheras, extra 15 minutes to wait at the traffic lights, a long queue at the U-turn, and a hard time finding parking at the busy Taman Connaught! And thanks to our 'beloved' Dato' Seri Samy Vellu, the toll price to and fro is RM13.20... Waste of petrol and my precious time...

Back to the sick part... At first it was nothing, my throat just felt bad as it was swollen. Then afternoon came, i couldn't eat, no appetite, and no mood to talk as it was getting worse, it even hurts when i drink.

Went to Samosa Cafe again in between breaks, I don't really like the place actually, but there is a cute waiter working there, well mannered, pleasant smile, and he speaks beautiful English, I just LOVE his accent! It's such a coincidence that every time I went there with my friends, he'll serve us... *drooling*

Today the 11 of us went there, and you know what he did? He actually pulled out the chair for me and help me get seated! I was thinking "Oh my gawd, it's only a normal cafe and he's giving me the service of a posh restaurant! How gentleman of him!" *almost fainting* And when he brought the drinks, my friend asked me what I ordered, and before I could answer, he answered it for me, correctly! Not bad, he can still remember ^^

Okay, enough of him... back to me... It was raining when we walked back to class, and after that in class, I started to feel cold and had fever... poor me... Oh ya, we got back our Personality Theories individual assignment today, very satisfied with my marks, I got 17.5/20 ^^ And it was last minute work, started writing at 11pm and finally completing it at 8am, after some dozing off once in a while...

I don't drive to college all the time, unless I'm not staying in my grandma's house... My fever got really bad on my way back, my head was so heavy even my neck hurts, my eyeballs were like boiling, and my ears were like stuck and going to explode anytime... It was bad, really bad...

Luckily the traffic flow was quite good, although it was a little bit congested at the Bandar Tasik Selatan LRT station... The slowing down was good for nothing, just a minor accident at the left lane, and dunno why and what the heck everyone was slowing down... *sigh*

When i was about to reach home, it started drizzling, and the worst part came, the wiper wasn't working! Shit! The lorry in front was splashing water, misting the windscreen... It was almost 7pm and i couldn't' see clearly... When I was about to pull over by the emergency lane, thank God the wiper worked once or twice after trying many times, and thank God the drizzle was just for one minute or two and I was about to reach home... safely of course...

Reached home and found out that my sister's boyfriend took my parking space >.<''', parked my car in front of the gate and went upstairs to sleep straight away after saying 'hi'... Slept for a few minutes, and then Dad came and touched my forehead, and gave me a Panadol, I hate Panadols! Haven't taken it for ages.... But I had no choice, the headache was killing me...

Swallowed it hard down my painful throat, and fell flat again... But hey, it worked! I thought paracetamol are killer drugs.... It really worked... No more fever now, not feeling cold anymore, sore throat getting better, no more headache... Just a little blurry... @@

原来爱情这么伤 - 梁咏琪

2007-02-21T21:25:00.000+08:00

我睁开眼睛却感觉不到天亮
东西吃一半莫名其妙哭一场
我忍住不想时间变得更漫长
也与你有关否则又开始胡思乱想

我日月无光忙得不知所以然
找朋友交谈其实全帮不上忙
以为会习惯有你在才是习惯
你曾住在我心上现在空了一个地方

原来爱情这么伤比想象中还难
泪水总是不听话幸福躲起来不声不响
太多道理太牵强道理全是一样
说的时候很简单爱上后却正巧打乱

只想变的坚强强到能够去忘
无所谓悲伤只要学会抵抗

原来爱情这么伤

原来爱情是这样这样峰回路转
泪水明明流不干瞎了眼还要再爱一趟
有一天终于打完思念的一场战
回过头再看一看
原来爱情那么伤
下次还会不会这样

Sorry for posting in Mandarin... I just couldn't help it...
Anyway it's just the lyrics of a song...
A song i truly felt deep in my heart... In the past, and present...

Love hurts... it really hurts... it's harder than we can imagine...

Good way to earn extra money during CNY

2007-02-20T23:40:00.000+08:00

How to earn extra ang-pow during Chinese New Year? Performing lion dances of course... And this is what we did, finding whatever we can do to make ourselves "involved"... hitting and slamming plates together to make it sound like a cymbal, fanning around like the 'big head Buddha', and the main casts of course is my wacky cousins...

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Women! sigh

2007-02-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

A picture speaks a thousand words...

what's going on... with her!?

"walao... enough ady lor..."

My elder sister used to be quite leh feh and simple when she goes out... but now, huh... beh tahan...
Aiya... people got boyfriend then status tak sama ady mah... kena jaga imej tau!
=.='''

By the way, a racist joke I heard vaguely from my uncle today... and i added some spices to it...

A conversation between a chinese butcher and a malay guy...

"Ah, mau beli apa encik?"
"Err, ayam hari ini cantik tak?"
"Cantik... lembu lagi cantik, mau beli?"
"Err, tak mau la, daging lembu mahal..."
"Babi pun bagus, mau babi?"
"Ehh, tak boleh.... kami tak makan kawan..."
-the end-

I know it's lame, but everything which comes out from my uncle's mouth is so funny...
Maybe I'm not a joker... yeah, I know I'm not...

CNY Eve & Chu-Yi

2007-02-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year Eve
Question: What would we do in CNY Eve?
Answer: Eat, eat, and eat! Oh ya, and receiving lots of ang-pows too ^^

With 7 sons, 7 daughters-in-law, and 19 grandchildren,
round tables couldn't fit ><

My dad and uncles posing exactly like the pic they took when they were young boys. Look how adorable they are!

This is what the boys do after dinner...
What about the girls? Talk and talk and talk,
in an air-conditioned place of course!

Ah Ma's grandchildren

The front row and the boys are not supposed to look so serious =.='''

CNY: Day 1
Question: What will you get when you put a camera together with a bunch of crazy people?
Answer: You'll get cam-whores!

10 people squeezed into a Naza Ria, & trying to fit into the screen...
most successful take after many trials...

The 70's...
act 'yeng' & not looking at the cam...

21st century...
act cute & innocent...

Cam-whoring: take 1

Cam-whoring: take 2

Cam-whoring: take 3

Digital cameras are great! Bonds and entertains people...

Valentines Day

2007-02-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

A cool fact: Could you believe that I was in a 2 years relationship before and i have not celebrated Valentine's in my entire life? Cool right ><''' Well let's not talk about the past, talk about the present... Yes, tomorrow's Valentine's Day, a day to celebrate LOVE! And I think that we shouldn't just express love to our 'other halves' on that day... Love comes in many forms, family love, friendship love, teacher and students love... love for pets, cars, football teams, etc... You name it you have it... So Valentine's Day is for everyone! Not just for lovebirds.... This is to make singles feel better... haha...
In today's class, my lecturer asked a classmate, "What do you think about celebrating Valentine's Day?" He said he felt that it was kinda awkward to just expressing your love to your loved one on that special day, instead he said, he'll make everyday a Valentine's Day, not necessarily buying expensive gifts everyday, he'll do it by showing love and affection to her everyday, try his best to make her happy and fulfill her needs... And then the whole class, especially the girls went "Awwww... you're so sweeeeet....." His girlfriend is really one lucky girl... At least he tried his best to give whatever he can.... see... that's the effort! The effort is the most important, not the results! Guys, take note of this... Not all girls are materialistic ok...
Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends and family! I love you all!

Never-ending assignments

2007-02-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Assignments came pouring in, deadlines lining up beautifully, up to after Chinese New Year... Why am I such a last minute person? Stayed up whole night yesterday trying to finish my proposal... actually i accidentally fell asleep many times, but many thanks to Kean Hao and Heppy who answered all my doubts, helped me a lot, and even making sure I'm awake, which I didn't... LOL... Don't know why I took such a long time to complete my assignments, and I ended up skipping the morning class to finish it... But I was not the last one, Yuki even skipped the evening class... haha...
Another assignment down, and today all of a sudden, my lecturer said she wants to check on our data collection for our Psychological Research Methods assignment 2, TOMORROW! We were like "OMG! Why didn't you said that earlier!?" Some of our classmates have already done it, but most of us didn't even started or think of a research topic yet! After class two of my friends and I went to Station 1's HQ in Cheras, and we sat there for almost 4 hours, observing the people there, and jotting down whatever we saw... Lazy to elaborate what we saw... One word to describe some of the people there... Pathetic...

What will you do?

2007-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

What will you do when you're stressed out? I mean real stressed, plus feeling helpless at the same time? For me, I'll start going nuts, not meaning that I'll go on a killing rampage or what... I'll start talking nonsense, entertaining others and myself... This afternoon I was listening to the baby laughing posted in the previous post, over and over again... And just now, I suddenly thought of this song... the Cupcake song... A very very cute song... And if I ever come across a child who can sing exactly like her.... hohoho... I don't know what I'll do... ngek ngek... Listening to these really worked when I'm stressed... But the problem will still be there... *sigh*
But at least I'm laughing ^^

I Love MFO!

2007-02-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

Yay! Finally finished two of the Public Speaking presentations at one shot today... Was the first and last group to present in the 4 hours long class... Phew... Luckily I didn't get tongue-tied as what happened at the first one... It was totally a nightmare... 3 presentations down, 3 more yet to go ><''' And from what i have learned from these 3 presentations: the more prepared you are, the more nervous you'll get, and will end up disappointed if things go awry... So it's best to not be too prepared, and don't restraint yourself to a script... You'll end up panicking and reading from it word by word, and the paper in your hand will somehow obstruct your hand and body movements...

It was freaking hot today, really really hot, so I treated myself for a McFlurry Oreo, I haven't eaten it for months! The queue at the drive-thru was kinda bad, waited for 15 minutes under the scorching hot sun with a air cond which blows out hot air =.=||| But it was worth the wait ^^ A McFlurry a day keeps the blues away!

I'm starting to become Malaysia's "role model" citizen, driving past the speed limit and without a license :P What... i renewed my license and haven't got the new one ok.... Yesterday midnight my parents accompanied me to pump petrol, and they complained that i drove too fast... And when i fetched Mei back from college just now, she also said I drove too fast... Really? Do I? My limit is 130kmph and I don't go beyond that, and I'm not the fastest one though... o.0'''

*Yawn* Starting to feel sleepy... Haven't started on my assignment due on Monday... And i haven't done my Chinese New Year shopping yet... Take a nap first, hope to finish my proposal by tomorrow noon... I need a break! But i don't have a Kit Kat... So no breaks... T_T

By the way for those who are getting too stressed out... Laugh at this! It's kinda creepy, you can click on it and link it back to YouTube, look at how many views it got... 9,184,762 views! Imagine... 9 million! And It'll get more and more...

Homemade bomb near UCSI, Tmn Connaught, Cheras

2007-02-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

It's true! I thought it was a hoax, and we were so slumber at school, instead we were panicking for our presentation and test, no one talking about the commotion we saw outside when we came... When i came to college we saw the road beside ESSO blocked, the place where we always park the car... Yellow tapes around the place, up to the next petrol station beside it, and one big Police truck parked outside, with several policemen and people in the petrol station...
Sest Nee and i was guessing, robbery? Murder? Then i said, what! early in the morning, at 10am?! Funny... We ignored it... parked the car outside the yellow tapes, slumbered to the shops behind ESSO, and photocopied the presentation handouts... When we came out of the shops, we saw a police officer chasing off the cars which double-parked outside, or was he chasing off all the cars?? Who cares.. we got something even more important... our PRESENTATION!
Climbed up the slope with heels, tired and panting, slumped on the chair, everyone looked so formal and serious... Then someone asked, "You know what's happening at ESSO? Lou Sai said there's a bomb..." Then everyone was like, "Huh? Really? You Kidding? No? Oh.. Ok...." and continued reading our scripts... After sometime when everyone got stressed, we started talking about the "bomb" in ESSO...
The below conversation is just some of what i can remember... Conversation between.. i dunno, around 3 people?

"Why would someone put a bomb in ESSO? What's the point of it?"
"Maybe it's not targeting ESSO, it's targeting the area around it... Don't forget petrol stations are great explosives, and there's ProJet right beside it..."
"Then which idiot put a bomb there?"
"Dunno, maybe UCSI engineering students... Got too stressed with their projects and wanted to test it, to see whether it works... "
"Cool... we psychology students will never do that..." =.=''''

After that we totally forgot about that bomb thing... never heard of any explosions or announcements asking us to evacuate the building =.=''' When we went home at 5:30pm everything was back to normal... Until at night, when even Ryan who lives in Klang asked me, "Your college there got bomb ah?" I was like, "Huh? How did u know, it's for real? You saw it on news?" He didn't reply me... he said "Coz i know la!" feel like strangling him! haha... Then i went to check on the net, and i saw it.. What the... it's real...

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2007/2/8/nation/20070208184907&sec=nation

Police detonate homemade bomb

RASHITHA A. HAMID

KUALA LUMPUR: A bomb disposal squad detonated what is believed to be a homemade bomb at a petrol station in Taman Cannought, Cheras near here on Thursday.

The homemade bomb was placed in a Tupperware, which was wrapped with a white plastic bag.
Cheras OCPD, Asst Comm Rusli Ahmad said, a female worker of the petrol station found the plastic bag at 9.30pm on Wednesday.

He said, however the woman didn’t open the plastic bag and kept it in the store before showing it to her manager on Thursday morning.

The manager who opened the plastic bag and Tupperware immediately found two 12 volt batteries, which was connected with few wires.

A bomb disposal squad and firemen were dispatched to the scene immediately after the police received a call.

The bomb disposal squad used a robotic detector to detonate the homemade bomb at about 11.30am.

According to ACP Rusli, early investigations showed that the bomb was active and contained explosives.

“We are investigating the motive of the incident and believe the suspect will be identified soon,” he added.

The incident also caused a three-hour-long traffic jam along Jalan Cheras because of the road closure to facilitate the probe.

Once i saw the time when the bomb was placed, the first person who came to my mind is my son Heppy!! I quickly MSN'ed him...

"Heppy! You should thank God you're still alive!"
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"Do you know exactly where was the bomb placed?"
"How on earth would i know!!??"
"It'll be great if i'm the one who found the bomb... I'll be interviewed and be on TV... "
=.=|||

He was at the petrol station on Wednesday night, queuing up to answer nature's call... And if the bomb really went off around that time, imagine how chaotic it'll be, because the so-called Malaysia's longest and largest pasar malam is just beside it... Thinking back, maybe the bomb is targeted at all these people? But what for? Maybe he/she is just like Heppy, wanting to be on headlines and on TV =.='''
Don't know what's wrong with all those people... Malaysia surely needs more psychologists...

A changed person, am I?

2007-02-05T03:11:00.000+08:00

I don't know who I am now... I felt that i have changed... but i don't know how I have changed... Most probably my lifestyle and mentality... Have i became better or worse, that is up to the individual to interpret... All i can say is, i like some part of it, but dislike the others...
Kinda weird to say that i can't read my own mind and heart... Uncertain with myself, a coward in facing the truth... But on the other hand, i felt that i have learned to express my feelings verbally better than before... and i think I'm getting more and more talkative... or maybe just to certain groups of people... Maybe i just don't care too much of what people think of me anymore... but sometimes i would just keep quiet without having the initiative to start a conversation when I'm with my friends... I'll be buried deep into my own thoughts...
I really don't understand myself anymore... Hope to understand myself through other people... But no matter good or bad, I'll take it with an open heart ^^

dreams~dreams~dreams

2007-01-30T09:53:00.000+08:00

Did i actually slept yesterday night? I did, but when i woke up, i felt like i didn't sleep at all, maybe because i was dreaming the whole night... Freakish dream! I dreamed i was taking care of a little brat on the plane (don't know whose child is that, supposedly is someone whose parent i know) , and the most freaking part, i dreamed i was asked to do a math question on the white board, which i didn't do beforehand, and i don't know how to do it on the spot!! Everybody was waiting, and i was writing and rubbing it off again and again, hand sweating, felt so uncomfortable and embarrassed! I don't think i managed to finish the question, until i realized i did the wrong question, i was supposed to do the easier one ><''' It's still giving me the creeps! I can say so that it was a nightmare :S

Mr.James asked us to write down our dreams everyday, for it is easier to interpret... For the flying and babysitting part, i don't have a clue... As from what i guessed, the math part, maybe it's just my anxiety of the Statistics for Psychology subject, that i am unable to concentrate in class, and test is this Friday, clashing with the deadline for another assignment, which i haven't started doing! Ahhhh!!!! Can someone kill me!!! Or let me just take 许玮伦's place...??

Anybody knows how to have a QUALITY sleep? I tried quantity, but it's useless, i just get even more tired (maybe i slept at the wrong time)... I've been waking up everyday for the past days (or maybe weeks) feeling tired and heavy, and feeling damn tired in the day, and energetic at night... But yesterday was a different case, whole day super blur and tired... My memory span and capacity is deteriorating! I can't concentrate! I can't do anything! Help me!!

Why study Psychology?

2007-01-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

Why Psychology? This is a question i still hear every time someone asks what I'm studying... Some of my course mates have great ambitions... which is to make the world a better place with Psychology!!! :S
I'm not an ambitious person, so why did i choose to study Psychology in the first place? It's because i have no other choices... Sciences, Business, Designing etc. is totally not my cup of tea, so I'm left with social sciences... and guess what, I'm surely not suitable for Mass Comm, so i have chosen Psychology. Not to say that I'm forced to study it, somehow it is also my interest... I wish to understand myself more, and other people too. And so far i wasn't disappointed...
James' class was interesting, besides his informative lectures, he gave us personality tests too, to better understand ourselves and our classmates. We did another one today, and this is the result of the test i did:

Full of enthusiasms and loyalties but seldom talk of these until people know them well. Care about learning, ideas, language, and independent projects of their own. Tend to undertake too much, then somehow get it done. Friendly, but often too absorbed in what they are doing to be sociable. Little concerned with possessions or physical surroundings.

Accuracy: 99%
Don't know how to end this post... that's all i have to say....
Pheromones are giving me problems! ><'''

Something meaningful to ponder on

2007-01-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

Up to you

It is easy to be miserable. It is just as easy to be happy.

Being miserable will nourish and support your ego. Being happy will bring peace and fulfillment to your spirit.

Being miserable can be very dramatic, complicated and sophisticated. It can make you appear quite impressive to other people.

Being happy, on the other hand, is an expression of simplicity and freedom and joy. Chances are, others could be suspicious or resentful.

Once you have chosen to be miserable, it will require a great deal of energy and effort to maintain that state of misery. By contrast, when you choose happiness, that happiness actually brings additional energy and positive passion to your life.

The choice between happiness and misery is one you make in each moment, over and over again, day after day. Whether you're happy or whether you're miserable is completely up to you.

-- Ralph Marston

Treasure in Words

2007-01-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

Someone forwarded me a message on Friendster today, and although i normally don't read those messages, but i find this sweet and meaningful ^^

Life ends when you stop dreaming,
hope ends when you stop believing,
love ends when you stop caring,
friendship ends when you stop sharing.

To love without condition,
to talk without intention,
to give without reason,
and to care without expectation,
is the heart of a true friend.

I might not have love, but at least i still have friends...
I might not have all the money in the world, but at least i still have some to spend...
I might not live to 80 years old, but at least i lived 19 wonderful years...

Yikes, starting to sound like I'm dying soon... Yea, going to die real soon if i don't buck up in this semester... Haven't even start studying for tomorrow's test.... Thinking of switching my phone off tonight... Don't want to get 'harassed' again like yesterday... And there goes my precious time...
Oh gosh, start to feel sleepy... How am i going to finish studying that whole chapter?
Useless piece of wood.... 废柴！

Quazee Sem!

2007-01-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

Don't know how to describe this semester in words!
Look at everyone's face and you'll know....
One big word on our faces - STRESS!
In this two weeks, Germany will be my food, Michael Jackson will be my 'man', and i haven't thought of a research topic yet ><'''
Assignments came gushing in like the Johor floods, and it won't subside that quickly...
In this coming two weeks we have 2 assignments to pass up and 1 presentation...
First test is on Thursday, and what have i done?
Omgosh, my brain cells have yet to start warming up... Everything is moving so fast!
People around me had become so hardworking all of a sudden, and it's so scary and stressful seeing them putting in so much effort, but me.... nothing!
I think I've forgotten what is true happiness or how to laugh out loud...
I even forgot how to cry with tears...
I guess I'm already numb... o.0'''
But please my dear brainy, don't freeze, i still need you to crawl through this bed of nails...
Or else I'll be dead...
No, WE will be dead if you don't function well....
So please cooperate with me... at least for my last 60 years....